I’ve been asking myself lately (among the bazillion other things always swirling through my mind) if my blog is dead.
I don’t know.
I guess I haven’t decided how or if I’ll try resurrecting it. I’ve considered many times deleting it and/or starting a new one. I’ve tried and pressured myself many times to restart or keeping going from where I left off. I’ve realized that that would be impossible because in the five years since I started blogging I’ve almost become a completely different person. In five years not only have I gotten married, I’ve become a mother, and my hubby and I have build a house (well, almost…it isn’t finished yet haha.) Going through all of those life events changes you. Part of me wishes I could have kept up with the blog for my own sake to be able to look back at the memories.
This blog is special though because it’s a little piece of my personal history that will always be there. The pictures and the memories tied to it are priceless especially as I see how much my family has changed as well and how my little siblings have grown up into beautiful teenagers.
I still love creating…and maybe this will grow into a new and different creative outlet.
The possibilities are endless…and maybe that’s the best part?
Along with taking a break from blogging, I haven’t been focusing on photography either. Sometimes taking a break (even an unplanned one) is good for you. It was for me, because in coming back, I come with a new perspective. Even though I haven’t been taking piles of pictures, I feel as if I’ve grown in my style, my perspective, and even how I approach taking pictures.
Photography is art. That idea might seem basic to many of you (even those who aren’t photographers!). However, I’ve realized this concept anew over the past year. Art is created. Sometimes I see it first and know it’s a masterpiece before I even take the picture…sometimes, I don’t see it till later (the picture in my last post is testament to that!) Sometimes, I see it within another picture and a new piece of art grows from there. I create the art. Since art is created and I’m the one designing and creating…than I don’t have to answer back to anyone. If I like it…if I love it than that’s good enough for me. Sometimes, I need to make it for me. Yes, that sounds extremely selfish…and it is. But, if I’m not exploring for me, then my style doesn’t grow, if I don’t continue learning, I’ll stay where I am, and I’ll get stuck.
So I begin again…or perhaps simply continue down the path of honing my specific photographic art, my style…I want to remember:
Look for the beauty, it’s everywhere waiting to be found
Push the boundaries of what I already know and do with a camera
A personal blog post:
A few thoughts have been swirling in the back of my mind for awhile now…so I’m finally taking the time to see how they will emerge as I try to type them out.
I’m blogging partly because one of the items floating around in my mind is this blog itself. With so many significant changes happening in my life I never dreamed it would hard to blog about them (or that I would just be too busy to blog!) Then before I knew it so much of my life had changed…so much of me had changed that I felt like a completely different person than the one who started writing back in 2012. It was hard to blog because I wasn’t “her” anymore. When I sat down to write or update it felt forced; that’s something I never wanted for this blog.
Another part of me missed blogging
But I felt stuck. How do you transition a blog through huge personal life changes? For awhile I thought I should start a new blog, and then I thought that I should maybe just revamp this one. I still haven’t decided what I will do as both options are appealing for different reasons. Most of all, I just want to start blogging again, get back in the habit and rediscover the joy. Today’s post is my attempt to restart because if I don’t start now, I never will.
I’ve been taking pictures. I’ve been traveling. More changes have been happening!
I’m excited to be back wether I stay on this blog or start another one. Please, join me in my journey!
I think this is where I’ll stop today… more thoughts to come soon! Stay tuned!
Seriously, these kids just get more adorable every year (not that I’m biased! 😉 )
Can’t get enough of these
eyelashes eyes and that closed mouth grin!
Full of giggles and overflowing with spunkiness (I think I made that word up!) I get a kick out of this kid.
I could probably do a whole blog post just on her expressions and personality (maybe I will!)
Brotherly love (Can’t you just see the older-brother-pride in his eyes?)
That same closed mouth grin just melts my heart.
Look who’s all grown up?
I love how they love each other…. the love of a sister is such a special gift!
Till next time…
To sum up my life since February in a few sentences…
I went to Hawaii and fell in love with the ocean, the colours, the sounds, the mysteries.
I came home and got engaged a few days later.
I did some super awesome photo sessions including a beautiful wedding down in the States.
I stressed (fact: every bride stresses at some point even if she doesn’t want to).
I (tried to!) enjoy it!
(As in most similar situations, there were parts of it I loved and parts of it I detested…but that’s typical.)
…and then I got married!
^photo credit: Daniel Hayduck
Looking forward to catching up on the last seven months…I have some awesome photo sessions to share! Come back soon!
So very VERY honoured and excited to feature one of the most beautiful people I know: my sister.
We both had Monday off because it was Family Day here in BC. It was sprinkling snow but not super cold out… so we took advantage of the day and did a little photo shoot.
(It was graciousness on her part because I wanted to play with my new camera.)
I’ve blogged about her off and on over my time of blogging so feel like I’d be repeating myself if I sat down and started writing too much. Maybe today, I’ll let pictures speak. My words wouldn’t do justice to who she is to me. My best “girlfriend” – you know…that one with which you can laugh hysterically, the one whose thoughts you can almost read, who tells you how it is, listens, gives advice….but the best part? She’s also my sister. 😀 If you know this gal in real life, you’re the one who’s blessed!
Those days when you come across a picture.
A picture of people. Of good friends.
It brings back memories.
Maybe you’re even in the picture.
It makes you miss the people who are in it because they’re far away.
You know it’s going to be a
long while before you see them again.
That’s when you smile…and are thankful for such awesome people you’re able to call friend and for all the great memories and for all the time you have been given in the past.
So here’s to good times and good friends…the ones who are close and the ones who are far away!
Oh hey there! Can someone kindly tell me where September went? Thanks 🙂
Seriously, I can hardly believe I’m typing out October 1, 2013. I was still kind of personally in that “summer2013” mode. But that’s definitely passed. It’s back to hot drinks at cozy coffee shops, boots and scarfs and jackets…and really, fall is a lovely time of year…one of my favourites.
Just popped in here to say I’m alive and (very!) well and am excited to get back into blogging. I’ve missed it. Come back soon for updates, I have some great stuff to share with you (soonish!) 🙂
A picture I snapped of Lulu a few weeks ago and just came across again today. We were enjoying the warmth outside when I noticed that the pages of the book I was reading produced great catchlights in her eyes. 🙂